IttyBittyDice

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Disappointment by IttyBittyDice, literature

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Disappointment

When I look in the mirror I am fine and I am happy and nobody has any reason any reason to doubt me but then I turn around and see the world which surrounds me and the tiny tasks that everyone succeeds at are so hard and I find myself fumbling my hands seem to to crush hopes that the people I love have for me I try not to care because that seems like the best choice I look at my feet and think I don't want to be a disappointment I look at my hands and wonder why my best isn't enough I am filled with excuses for why I can't do any better but the truth is I just feel alone

Controlling by IttyBittyDice, literature

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Controlling

I've got a little bit of the human puppeteer in me. I'm the kind of person that likes to pull your strings. I've got a bit of a manipulative streak. I like it when I say jump- and you jump whether you wanted to, or not. cause I like telling you what you think is a good idea. I like giving you words to put in your mouth, and making you think that you thought of them yourself. I love it when you mirror my movements without even realizing. I like the power in asking a question in such a way that you answer how I want you to. yeah, I guess you could say I'm a bit of a... Control Freak.

Dreaming Dissatisfied by IttyBittyDice, literature

My Expectations Will Crush you by IttyBittyDice, literature

No Promises by IttyBittyDice, literature

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No Promises

please stop saying "I love you" Right after you disagree stop giving me hugs and kisses when you don't believe me stop saying that you're unworthy just because you messed something up don't put yourself down and don't be sad I can't be there all the time and I can't be as perfect as you think I am I was hoping you would understand but I love you anyways if you don't I don't need a million reassurances and I get too mad to give them to you maybe this is how it's supposed to be imperfect and impossible to say I will do my best to keep you close I won't promise anything I don't trust myself not to lie just to keep you happy

Of All the Things I Should Be Doing by IttyBittyDice, literature

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Of All the Things I Should Be Doing

You make me feel like I should be crying rubbing at your wrists and glaring I am not what you need I am not what you need I am not enough look at me passive and I look in the window with pity I am not connected to what you are to what your life is I am not what you need I could be but look at this look at this nothing I feel look at how little I do I am not enough for you I can't help I am terrified that I don't care I am scared of you because I have everything to you and I give nothing I am terrified of the guilt of having more than you You make me feel like I should be crying for you

In Love and Guilt by IttyBittyDice, literature

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In Love and Guilt

every look you give me of longing and duress of painful hope and stubborness of "I wish I could care less" I want to blind you so you can never find me with your eyes With all the guilt they bring to mine they are something I despise Every time you speak to me with passion and appeal I just wish that you would shut up I wish this wasn't real Every word you say to me won't create what I should feel Every single thing you do to make me love you more hurts my heart and head and eyes It leaves me scarred and sore you suffer and burn and thirst and want things that I can't give I have no heart for you to want I have no love to

The Big Deal by IttyBittyDice, literature

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The Big Deal

who are you people? and why do you matter so much? when did I stop doing all of this just to please myself? when did every single line stop feeling simple and stop feeling right? when did it all become "I really get where you're coming from"? When did every pleased response become "Really? I thought you might" When did everything I want to say start coming out all wrong? where did all the feelings go? why, in my head, Does this sound like a song? Why am I not rhyming right? Can you really rhyme wrong? does it really matter, that this doesn't have a beat? are the emotions of some girl online really such a feat? When did

Say Anything by IttyBittyDice, literature

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Say Anything

"It's like we have this…this connection!...You know?" Her eyes are sparkling Hopeful I fake a smile I just don't feel it "It's like we're made for each other! Like pieces of a puzzle!" He smiles smug Self-assured Thinks he said the right thing I wonder why This puzzle doesn't fit me "I can't believe how much we have in common!' A happy smile Another date Hesitating I agree I really can't believe them They'll say almost anything

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Of All the Things I Should Be Doing by IttyBittyDice, literature

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Of All the Things I Should Be Doing

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In Love and Guilt

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The Big Deal

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Say Anything

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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art

Feb 16, 1994
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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It has been many moons since I have touched this account, or this name. Any old responses or views are..most likely changed dramatically since then. I have grown so much since i last touched this account, but I think using this might be my best option. Time for my account to grow with me I guess.

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IttyBittyDice

May 21, 2011

Changes

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Going to be slowly, ever so slowly, starting to use this account again...or my other account. My focus will be digital art rather than poetry, and i have a lot of work to do. I doubt anyone is still following this, but if any are, sorry to be gone so long

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IttyBittyDice

May 2, 2011

Addressing 'Looking' part 1

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It was pointed out to me that the phrasing in "Looking" part 1 could be better, so that's going to be changed soon. If anyone has any desire to read the original, then now would be the time. I'm not sure when it's going to be modified, but I have a very nonspecific soon when I ask myself when I'm going to get around to it. "Looking" is  lovely pair of poems about a stalker and his not entirely unaware or unwilling obsession. It covers both of their points of view individually, and I'm really happy with how they turned out impression-wise. If you're afraid of stalkers, have had bad experiences with one, or just have very easily freaked out se